LLE 2009 Experience

I know we have this "oath" not to tell anyone what the exam was all about and I won't. I'll make kwento na lang how was the two longest days of our lives went.

First Day.

Slept at around 4am. Woke up--5:30am.
I was sleepy the whole day and luckily I managed to not fall asleep during the exam.
Dad cooked for me and made hatid to MLQU. Yay!
First two subjects were quite easy. Not expecting it to be that too easy though.
Third and last subject was a shocker. I don't know how I passed that subject. Yikes.
First day ended around 3pm. What a Tiring first day! Got to ready for the 2nd and last day.
Went home tired and frustrated.


Second Day.
Tried to review the other night but I was so tired that I fell asleep while reviewing. Left my lampshade on.
Woke up at around 430am.
Feeling at little frustrated, I needed to think positive and be ready.
First subject was my fave exam.
Second and last subject was a blah. This time, I knew that I didn't pass. Thank God for my co-LLE. Happy people=Happy friends.
We all went to Trinoma for dinner.
Met up with someone later that night. And he was sure that I'll pass. I didn't believe him.


Two Days After.
Lucky Friday the 13th.
UPLISSA's induction of new members and officers. Dinner with Dean Vyva and Sir Igor. After our dinner, we went outside and chatted how the exam was and Dean Vyva and Sir Igor kept on assuring us that we'll make it.
At around 8:30pm, someone called and told us that the results were already out. Ran inside to check and was too shaky to do so.
Jen screamed that she passed. Chad followed. Uh oh, they didn't mentioned my name. I checked and saw my first name and middle name, I screamed, jumped, and cried. All UPLISSA 2009 Graduates passed the LLE. Wow! Dean Vyva was so happy to hear the news and we were jumping and screaming like crazy. Yikes!

It was the longest week ever. But the happiest one I should say. :)

Here's the link: LLE 2009 Board Passers
#81 DACILLO, MARJORIE CANEBA
I didn't managed to be one of the top10 but whatever! I'm happy to pass.
Thank God.

x0x0
_M_

My Sweet September

Two months I ago, I thought I'll be fine not being with someone. But last night and the times that I wasn't with him was a sad night to not be able to share my happy moments with him.

Two months I ago, I wasn't even searching for him but he came.

Two months I ago, I'm happy with my life but not this happy now that I have him in my life.

Two months I ago, I would say that it sucks to have someone reporting your day to day activities but now I'm enjoying everything.

Exactly two months I ago, I met this someone that changed my life. He loved and cared for me like no one else. Two months I ago, I fell in love with this great guy who value his family more than anything in this world. He's my right kind of wrong. My sweet september! :)

x0x0
_M_

Yay

Tomorrow's a big battle for me and my fellow LLE examinees. Two days of nerve wracking exam. Yay! :(

On that note, my boys--dad and 2 older bros--are unusually makulit tonight. I know they're trying to cheer me up but its not working. :( I'm trying to stay calm and to relax but I'm failing. I wish mom will call tonight. I need to hear her voice.

Oh well, goodluck and godbless to all!

See u in MLQU. lol

Panic Attak

*sniff*

I have only 6 days before the dreaded Board Exam. Boo!

Now I'm having panic attack.

I thought I was ready to take the board exam but when I started answering this reviewer and saw the results I feel super sad. Damn. I failed every single test. F!

I always say that I can do this but with the review I review, I'm not going to make it.

FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION. Fuck.

I need a HUG. Seriously.

Just a HUG.

No pep talk, no pressure, no lies.

JUST A HUG.

Writing this post is not calming me in any way. Huhu

6days... 5days... 4days... 3... 2.... 1. Boom!

[Ifeelsuicidal.Iwanttodie.EPICFAIL.Mode]