My Sweet September

Two months I ago, I thought I'll be fine not being with someone. But last night and the times that I wasn't with him was a sad night to not be able to share my happy moments with him.

Two months I ago, I wasn't even searching for him but he came.

Two months I ago, I'm happy with my life but not this happy now that I have him in my life.

Two months I ago, I would say that it sucks to have someone reporting your day to day activities but now I'm enjoying everything.

Exactly two months I ago, I met this someone that changed my life. He loved and cared for me like no one else. Two months I ago, I fell in love with this great guy who value his family more than anything in this world. He's my right kind of wrong. My sweet september! :)

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Yay

Tomorrow's a big battle for me and my fellow LLE examinees. Two days of nerve wracking exam. Yay! :(

On that note, my boys--dad and 2 older bros--are unusually makulit tonight. I know they're trying to cheer me up but its not working. :( I'm trying to stay calm and to relax but I'm failing. I wish mom will call tonight. I need to hear her voice.

Oh well, goodluck and godbless to all!

See u in MLQU. lol

Panic Attak

*sniff*

I have only 6 days before the dreaded Board Exam. Boo!

Now I'm having panic attack.

I thought I was ready to take the board exam but when I started answering this reviewer and saw the results I feel super sad. Damn. I failed every single test. F!

I always say that I can do this but with the review I review, I'm not going to make it.

FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION. Fuck.

I need a HUG. Seriously.

Just a HUG.

No pep talk, no pressure, no lies.

JUST A HUG.

Writing this post is not calming me in any way. Huhu

6days... 5days... 4days... 3... 2.... 1. Boom!

[Ifeelsuicidal.Iwanttodie.EPICFAIL.Mode]